Vida boêmia descontrol.

A noite em flashes. O dia em transe.
O cúmulo da falta de moderação.
Babado, muito babado.
Gente linda e refinada, absurdo, que escândalos, arrasando na noite de São Paulo.
;-)
Sorrisos fáceis, livres.

Faz pouca merda, imagina.
Zomba pouco, que é isso.
Banho de chuva, farpa no pé.
Todas as piadas internas possíveis, amizade louca descontrol. É muito carinho, puta que pariu.
Difícil descrever.


Sejamos insanos periodicamente.
Insanos, inocentes. Infantis.
E porque não?

I know. I know what I have to do, believe me. I know how stupid I am. I know how smart I am. I have all the measures, all the answers. It looks absolutely figured out, amazing. In theory. But theory just doesn´t cut it anymore.
It´s like, I´ve got a map of the Alaskan territory, carefully drawn. I had directions to everywhere, even any iceberg I could encounter along the way. Such a pretty map. But I don´t live in Alaska.
I don´t live inside my head, you know. And the whole theory turns to bullshit in a blink of an eye. It melts away with every real bump on every real road.
Yeah, well.
Then there´s you.
Then there´s life. No prior warning.
You guys keep messing with my plans, what the hell. I´ll just burn the damn map and stop looking at street signs.
Keep walking.

Hoje o dia está cinza demais.

And I´m just sitting here. Wondering how much longer until I stop living like the girl who´s got all it takes - except the guts.

"Whose phone calls or visits are never unwanted or too long?
Do you see her face?
Who would you most like to have in your life to ward off moments of loneliness?
Do you see her face?
When you travel, who would make your travels more enjoyable?
Do you see her face?
When you're in pain, who would you most like to comfort you?
Do you see her face?
When something wonderful happens in your life...who do you want to share the news with?
Do you see her face?
Whose face appears to you, my friend? Whose face?"

Há.

"You make me come
You make me complete
You make me completely miserable."

Porque a auto-sabotagem é o futuro.