I know. I know what I have to do, believe me. I know how stupid I am. I know how smart I am. I have all the measures, all the answers. It looks absolutely figured out, amazing. In theory. But theory just doesn´t cut it anymore.
It´s like, I´ve got a map of the Alaskan territory, carefully drawn. I had directions to everywhere, even any iceberg I could encounter along the way. Such a pretty map. But I don´t live in Alaska.
I don´t live inside my head, you know. And the whole theory turns to bullshit in a blink of an eye. It melts away with every real bump on every real road.
Yeah, well.
Then there´s you.
Then there´s life. No prior warning.
You guys keep messing with my plans, what the hell. I´ll just burn the damn map and stop looking at street signs.
Keep walking.